Saturday, December 19, 2009
whooshies~
i realised i havent been blogging for 4days. in that 4 days, evryday was full of smth. so.
wed- went out with nin<3 bought my vol 5-10 of fruits basket too ^^ cost abt 50bucks. so i'm uber broke now._. tried to find her breaking dawn but it's srsly sold out EVERYWHR. we went to borders, popular and one secondhand bookstore, all gone. hrrrrm. weird. ohwell. thn we went to her hse and she almost tricked me into watching boys over flowers-.- zomg. hahaha.
thurs- went out with beean! haha. we didnt watch new moon coz the movie times were too early or too late. sighes. hadfun arguing with that dumbie and talking abt manga and anime heeXD gna miss being in the same class as bean)):
thn went to pui's hse to do gifts for seniores. zomg, she rly knows how to make ppl pissed off with waiting for her-.--.-.-..-.-..-.-.-.
fri- went pui hse again but i had to wait for like more than 30mins for that late pig who rly shld stop holding up ppl -.-.-.-.-.-.-.- thn we rushed to school for farewell. farewell... it was fun lurh and saw many seniores in chio dresses:D i'd post the pics if i didnt have to use my phone as timer. thanks seniores for the gifts! lotsa sweets and stuff to eat now:D
snore. bored. i think i'll go read kaicho no maid-sama online. bean lent me her chinese version but ZOMG I CANT READ THE CHINESE. even if i can read i tend to skim coz trying to decipher all of it makes me sick._. sighes. so much for trying to improve my chi and being able to read chi so i can buy chi manga, much cheaper-.- zomg, i suck.
k, not blogging liaos mebbe i'll post pics later. byes~
tag plzzzzzz
i realised i havent been blogging for 4days. in that 4 days, evryday was full of smth. so.
wed- went out with nin<3 bought my vol 5-10 of fruits basket too ^^ cost abt 50bucks. so i'm uber broke now._. tried to find her breaking dawn but it's srsly sold out EVERYWHR. we went to borders, popular and one secondhand bookstore, all gone. hrrrrm. weird. ohwell. thn we went to her hse and she almost tricked me into watching boys over flowers-.- zomg. hahaha.
thurs- went out with beean! haha. we didnt watch new moon coz the movie times were too early or too late. sighes. hadfun arguing with that dumbie and talking abt manga and anime heeXD gna miss being in the same class as bean)):
thn went to pui's hse to do gifts for seniores. zomg, she rly knows how to make ppl pissed off with waiting for her-.--.-.-..-.-..-.-.-.
fri- went pui hse again but i had to wait for like more than 30mins for that late pig who rly shld stop holding up ppl -.-.-.-.-.-.-.- thn we rushed to school for farewell. farewell... it was fun lurh and saw many seniores in chio dresses:D i'd post the pics if i didnt have to use my phone as timer. thanks seniores for the gifts! lotsa sweets and stuff to eat now:D
snore. bored. i think i'll go read kaicho no maid-sama online. bean lent me her chinese version but ZOMG I CANT READ THE CHINESE. even if i can read i tend to skim coz trying to decipher all of it makes me sick._. sighes. so much for trying to improve my chi and being able to read chi so i can buy chi manga, much cheaper-.- zomg, i suck.
k, not blogging liaos mebbe i'll post pics later. byes~
tag plzzzzzz
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
ystd i had 6D outing, so no post. haha.
it was fun. i thot i wld feel all anti-soc but surprisingly not._. mebbe it's coz i know whad to do now and well, chow was thr.
ppl who went-
char, iain, fangrui, chow, jia an, zi hang, well. that's it. LOL.
oh and much thanks to fangrui for being funny, though your proposals and whatnot to me.... i cld live without that XD and plz, stop being a pervert and stopping at the top of the escalator to hug ppl. LOL.
oh and that's it, i'm changing my acc pass. stupid brother use use use he think free ah. fuck la.
i'm so getting taylor lautner and mousehunt pictures in my phone. cute cute cute!
i now have a picture in my camera album that's so damn precious to me. XD
i jst realised i havent gone to GGT to catch more types of mice. crap. hunting for a lagoon map now...
tml i'm going out with nin<3 gna buy more fruits basket and my prepaid card. it's time to top up. hahaha. poor me. use prepaid XD
mann. farewell on friday. dne whad i shld wear for footwear and others. sian. qianyu also not going ):
thurs date with beaaaaan(:
friday farewell. next tues i go fly liao :D
hol hmwrk still not done :D wonderful. aiyah, come back thn do XDDD sure rush like siao de LOL
lazy post pics. heee. mebbe i'll post those worth posting on fb and name the folder, 2009 XD how creative i am.
whee and i have my gingerbread house alr, works like a gem:D
gg to eat dinner now. mebbe later i'll watch fruits basket.
kyo x tohru!!!! i've always liked kyo :D
and since dne who came up with the bright ideah of playing catching on the raised stones, the ball of my right foot hurts like soime mother. keep limping around)):
watching ouran host club funnies now. BLOODY FUNNY LA THE WHOLE SHOW. hahahha. best comedy thing i've ever watched. HAHAHAHA.
it's hard to find proper, consecutive eps in youtube-.-"
ok, internet prob AGAIN WTFFFFFFFF DAMN IRRITATING
logging off and on again, so cant be bothered to blog. no one reads anyway-.-"
it was fun. i thot i wld feel all anti-soc but surprisingly not._. mebbe it's coz i know whad to do now and well, chow was thr.
ppl who went-
char, iain, fangrui, chow, jia an, zi hang, well. that's it. LOL.
oh and much thanks to fangrui for being funny, though your proposals and whatnot to me.... i cld live without that XD and plz, stop being a pervert and stopping at the top of the escalator to hug ppl. LOL.
oh and that's it, i'm changing my acc pass. stupid brother use use use he think free ah. fuck la.
i'm so getting taylor lautner and mousehunt pictures in my phone. cute cute cute!
i now have a picture in my camera album that's so damn precious to me. XD
i jst realised i havent gone to GGT to catch more types of mice. crap. hunting for a lagoon map now...
tml i'm going out with nin<3 gna buy more fruits basket and my prepaid card. it's time to top up. hahaha. poor me. use prepaid XD
mann. farewell on friday. dne whad i shld wear for footwear and others. sian. qianyu also not going ):
thurs date with beaaaaan(:
friday farewell. next tues i go fly liao :D
hol hmwrk still not done :D wonderful. aiyah, come back thn do XDDD sure rush like siao de LOL
lazy post pics. heee. mebbe i'll post those worth posting on fb and name the folder, 2009 XD how creative i am.
whee and i have my gingerbread house alr, works like a gem:D
gg to eat dinner now. mebbe later i'll watch fruits basket.
kyo x tohru!!!! i've always liked kyo :D
and since dne who came up with the bright ideah of playing catching on the raised stones, the ball of my right foot hurts like soime mother. keep limping around)):
watching ouran host club funnies now. BLOODY FUNNY LA THE WHOLE SHOW. hahahha. best comedy thing i've ever watched. HAHAHAHA.
it's hard to find proper, consecutive eps in youtube-.-"
ok, internet prob AGAIN WTFFFFFFFF DAMN IRRITATING
logging off and on again, so cant be bothered to blog. no one reads anyway-.-"
this heart of mine was broken at 7:50 PM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
ystd was batch thingy. ok ba..... haha. not much ppl went in the end. ohwell. our batch is small by default anyway.
well. my slipper got stolen by bryan and i was made to run around barefoot chasing after it the whole place T.T and on the swing, it seems that making ppl swing sideways is the best way to swing ppl. LOL! thn i bumped into pui while swinging and had another epic fall. wonderful. it seems like i'm queen of epic falls.
kudos to dwayney boy who actually listened to my request/threat ^^
i just realised...
i'm gna be a GRANDMASTER!!!!!!!!!! GRANDMASTER!!!!!!!!!!! <333333333
i still havent gotten blueprints though ._. after i earn as much moneh as i can in mousoleum (which, means, aft i run out of radioactive blue) i'm going to GGT. seems like i missed some breeds of mice thr. and i keep getting red and white but no yellow boxes frm monster mouse!!! grargh.
i started watching nodame cantabile. it seems okay... sigh. super running out of things to watch. i wan buy my whole fruits basket NOW. HAHAHA. and forget abt watching mirmo zibang anime. horrible. 100+++ eps. ugh. and the manga only 13 vols. -.-"
fruits basket<3
haha. hrrrrm. seems like i'll go for monday outing... what to wear? ._. and farewell next fri, no dress. shimata.
sian. and dec is ending... sec3 is coming... SIAN LA. a stupid class and bean isn't in it, and who to go with?
stupid. grargh.
are you sure it's a good ideah that i'll be going?
stupid. grargh.
nodame cantabile is cute^^
stupid fangrui make me promise that i'm going. so i guess i will... hrmph... now tuition how? 9-12 lehhs.... thn must meet at 12.30.... and i dont wanna bring my tuition stuff >:( ah. mebbe chow's going late too but wth, he dont answer sms and he's not on msn >:(
screw the world
and i rmb tht night the best, the happiest moment of my life.
well. my slipper got stolen by bryan and i was made to run around barefoot chasing after it the whole place T.T and on the swing, it seems that making ppl swing sideways is the best way to swing ppl. LOL! thn i bumped into pui while swinging and had another epic fall. wonderful. it seems like i'm queen of epic falls.
kudos to dwayney boy who actually listened to my request/threat ^^
i just realised...
i'm gna be a GRANDMASTER!!!!!!!!!! GRANDMASTER!!!!!!!!!!! <333333333
i still havent gotten blueprints though ._. after i earn as much moneh as i can in mousoleum (which, means, aft i run out of radioactive blue) i'm going to GGT. seems like i missed some breeds of mice thr. and i keep getting red and white but no yellow boxes frm monster mouse!!! grargh.
i started watching nodame cantabile. it seems okay... sigh. super running out of things to watch. i wan buy my whole fruits basket NOW. HAHAHA. and forget abt watching mirmo zibang anime. horrible. 100+++ eps. ugh. and the manga only 13 vols. -.-"
fruits basket<3
haha. hrrrrm. seems like i'll go for monday outing... what to wear? ._. and farewell next fri, no dress. shimata.
sian. and dec is ending... sec3 is coming... SIAN LA. a stupid class and bean isn't in it, and who to go with?
stupid. grargh.
are you sure it's a good ideah that i'll be going?
stupid. grargh.
nodame cantabile is cute^^
stupid fangrui make me promise that i'm going. so i guess i will... hrmph... now tuition how? 9-12 lehhs.... thn must meet at 12.30.... and i dont wanna bring my tuition stuff >:( ah. mebbe chow's going late too but wth, he dont answer sms and he's not on msn >:(
screw the world
and i rmb tht night the best, the happiest moment of my life.
this heart of mine was broken at 5:11 PM
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Friday, December 11, 2009
you spoke, and i listened, with my heart pounding, and a smile on my face. i'm telling myself not to expect much but sometimes like this, i cant help imagining what it wld be like if we were back whr we were.
ohwell.
wrrragh. i finished my junai tokkou taichou. nicenicenice! jst when a new character came in >:( that's the prob with ongoing stuff. sighes.
no manga to read now. tried reading gakuen alice but the beginning is rather the same, so i got bored. thn i try to skip but that wont do either
ystd i finished vol 1 of fruits basket in 1hour. mann. that's fast): later i finish everyth too fast. die le.
later, batch outing._. i hope everyone enjoys.
ireallymisstyouyouknowbutyoudonttalktomeanymoreandidontwannaforceyoutotalktomesoitryeverythingicantonottalkandwaitandimhappythatyoufinallydid
too bad for the emo stuff ppl. no tags=silence=consent
hrmph. later i make this blog private you all die. no more eavesdropping >:(
bleahhhs. watching kimi ni todoke now. animation BAD. but ok ba... i guess i can live with it.
i feel like rewatching toradora the end bits that was the BEST. esp taiga fighting the president. wheesh~ go taiga! ^^
i just run away coz i'm afraid of doing smth wrong
i'm still trying to learn the art of love, still trying to not mess up.
so when i stumble let me know
ohwell.
wrrragh. i finished my junai tokkou taichou. nicenicenice! jst when a new character came in >:( that's the prob with ongoing stuff. sighes.
no manga to read now. tried reading gakuen alice but the beginning is rather the same, so i got bored. thn i try to skip but that wont do either
ystd i finished vol 1 of fruits basket in 1hour. mann. that's fast): later i finish everyth too fast. die le.
later, batch outing._. i hope everyone enjoys.
ireallymisstyouyouknowbutyoudonttalktomeanymoreandidontwannaforceyoutotalktomesoitryeverythingicantonottalkandwaitandimhappythatyoufinallydid
too bad for the emo stuff ppl. no tags=silence=consent
hrmph. later i make this blog private you all die. no more eavesdropping >:(
bleahhhs. watching kimi ni todoke now. animation BAD. but ok ba... i guess i can live with it.
i feel like rewatching toradora the end bits that was the BEST. esp taiga fighting the president. wheesh~ go taiga! ^^
i just run away coz i'm afraid of doing smth wrong
i'm still trying to learn the art of love, still trying to not mess up.
so when i stumble let me know
this heart of mine was broken at 12:55 PM
0 people tried to mend this shattered heart
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
HEYAS!
damn you dumb selfish ppl for not tagging. i hate feeling like i'm talking to myself):
ohwell.
tday was an impromtu 'are you free tday?' to beaan. wow. i have so much last minute friends XD by that i mean ready to leave any moment ppl. haha. bean:D
we went to kinokuniya, orchard. i never cease to be amazed by the collection thr. and. i. found. out. that. gakuen alice only had a few volumes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WRRRRRRAGH URRRRRGH GRRRRRRRRARGH RAWWWWWWWWWR DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i was do depressed over that, thn high over seeing toradora stuff, thn normal when discussing with bean manga stuff, thn angry at gakuen alice and shaking my fist at the gakuen alice pathetioc range, thn depressed and sad and despairative over gakuen alice)))):
i rly wanted that series!!!!!!! but it's ongoing and the publisher isnt exactly selling it cheap. 15+ for one vol. thr's 21 vols and ongoing._. dieeee!
reading junai tokkou taichou now. chiemi x akifumi forev! <3
oh! and i decided to buy fruits basket in the meantime. only 4vols first coz had to lug FAT TEXTBOOKS+my mama's office stuff home. dada had emergency again. my arms HURT.
gakuen alice T.T WHYYYYYYYYYY OH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WHYYYYYYY T.T now have to read online! jia sai! sometimes i wish i cld read jap, i wld go devour every manga.
nvm. for now i'd have to console myself with fruits basket(: seems nice. i'll starve when i get the moneh and save up T^T
off to read junai tokkou taichou. next- inuyahsa final act, school rumble (finally convinced), and read some maid-sama manga. (:
byes~
idonnoewhattodo, goornotgo?
EDIT # i was bored, sorry
watching inuyasha final act now! still kinda pissed with it coz the ending of the first one was DUMB TO HELL. i mean, if it were some 20+ ep show, ok la, forgive. BUT IT WAS 169EPS LONG. STILL GOT 4 OVAS LEH. FUNNY ISSIT?!?!?!?!?
calmdowncalmdown-
tml thr's batch event o.O hope everyone enjoys it): i dont wanna feel responsible again):
and dammit. mebbe i'll not go for the outing aft all. i cant take it. being so alone. char go with iain, jiayang, chow not going i guess... since jiayang keeps replying fuckyou and chow's like, i dne, so, i guess that's a no... sorry la jiayang you cld've jst said no right... anw sorry for pestering... jia an's gg but hai.
i still cant. i changed, but i'm ready to go back to who i was last time anytime. but you've changed. i cant fit with you anymore. anyway, you've got someone to hang with. if only i cld be invisible and follow all those i love everywhr, i wld be happy, you know? but i cant take the feeling of being left out. i dont blame you, i rly dont. i jst wish it were 2007 and everyone was tgt and laughing and happy. you say you understand but i cant feel it. i'm not angry. i'm jst... sad. sad that you dont talk to me anymore and we dont rly talk anymore i understand the feeling it's like one has moved on to bigger things and the other's still stuck in that era... and talking jst done hit it. so i guess. even though that was the happiest yr i've ever had in my whle life, i jst cant go back to that time. it's over. my heart's not over it but i cant go back to who i was when who i was existed only because you were.
bleah. i'm srry for emoing. well. no one tags and complains either >:( so i'll jst talk to myself here >:(
dumb ppl. i'm gna go watch inuyasha final act and kill ppl coz it's so familiar and i havent forgotten any of the whole plot but WHY IS IT LIKE HOW MANY FRIGGING YEARS LATE?!?!?!
grargh. byes~
damn you dumb selfish ppl for not tagging. i hate feeling like i'm talking to myself):
ohwell.
tday was an impromtu 'are you free tday?' to beaan. wow. i have so much last minute friends XD by that i mean ready to leave any moment ppl. haha. bean:D
we went to kinokuniya, orchard. i never cease to be amazed by the collection thr. and. i. found. out. that. gakuen alice only had a few volumes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WRRRRRRAGH URRRRRGH GRRRRRRRRARGH RAWWWWWWWWWR DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i was do depressed over that, thn high over seeing toradora stuff, thn normal when discussing with bean manga stuff, thn angry at gakuen alice and shaking my fist at the gakuen alice pathetioc range, thn depressed and sad and despairative over gakuen alice)))):
i rly wanted that series!!!!!!! but it's ongoing and the publisher isnt exactly selling it cheap. 15+ for one vol. thr's 21 vols and ongoing._. dieeee!
reading junai tokkou taichou now. chiemi x akifumi forev! <3
oh! and i decided to buy fruits basket in the meantime. only 4vols first coz had to lug FAT TEXTBOOKS+my mama's office stuff home. dada had emergency again. my arms HURT.
gakuen alice T.T WHYYYYYYYYYY OH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WHYYYYYYY T.T now have to read online! jia sai! sometimes i wish i cld read jap, i wld go devour every manga.
nvm. for now i'd have to console myself with fruits basket(: seems nice. i'll starve when i get the moneh and save up T^T
off to read junai tokkou taichou. next- inuyahsa final act, school rumble (finally convinced), and read some maid-sama manga. (:
byes~
idonnoewhattodo, goornotgo?
EDIT # i was bored, sorry
watching inuyasha final act now! still kinda pissed with it coz the ending of the first one was DUMB TO HELL. i mean, if it were some 20+ ep show, ok la, forgive. BUT IT WAS 169EPS LONG. STILL GOT 4 OVAS LEH. FUNNY ISSIT?!?!?!?!?
calmdowncalmdown-
tml thr's batch event o.O hope everyone enjoys it): i dont wanna feel responsible again):
and dammit. mebbe i'll not go for the outing aft all. i cant take it. being so alone. char go with iain, jiayang, chow not going i guess... since jiayang keeps replying fuckyou and chow's like, i dne, so, i guess that's a no... sorry la jiayang you cld've jst said no right... anw sorry for pestering... jia an's gg but hai.
i still cant. i changed, but i'm ready to go back to who i was last time anytime. but you've changed. i cant fit with you anymore. anyway, you've got someone to hang with. if only i cld be invisible and follow all those i love everywhr, i wld be happy, you know? but i cant take the feeling of being left out. i dont blame you, i rly dont. i jst wish it were 2007 and everyone was tgt and laughing and happy. you say you understand but i cant feel it. i'm not angry. i'm jst... sad. sad that you dont talk to me anymore and we dont rly talk anymore i understand the feeling it's like one has moved on to bigger things and the other's still stuck in that era... and talking jst done hit it. so i guess. even though that was the happiest yr i've ever had in my whle life, i jst cant go back to that time. it's over. my heart's not over it but i cant go back to who i was when who i was existed only because you were.
bleah. i'm srry for emoing. well. no one tags and complains either >:( so i'll jst talk to myself here >:(
dumb ppl. i'm gna go watch inuyasha final act and kill ppl coz it's so familiar and i havent forgotten any of the whole plot but WHY IS IT LIKE HOW MANY FRIGGING YEARS LATE?!?!?!
grargh. byes~
this heart of mine was broken at 9:10 PM
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
hahahha, i started reading junai tokkou taichou (love attack) online. wow. first time i read manga online.
and when i signed in to msn, i was bombarded with 6D ppl talking crap
fangrui talking rubbish and outing stuff
char same
jiayang talking sick stuff
jia an afk
chow afk
gawd, it's nice to talk to them again. but when on outing.... i dont know if i can take it. sighes.
anti-soc den is here to stay. again. mann, cut me some slack.
and i dont know what to do if you go.
FUCK LA.
and stupid uncle. sometimes i feel like smacking his face. wtf. he makes my parents unhappy. indirectly, us unhappy. the 'rents are like arguing everyday.
whatever. i cant read my junai tokkou taichou properly, the orange light below.... blinkblinkblink ._. ahhaha.
i've missed them so much, those sick btards.
i was here all the time. you weren't.
wrrrrrragh. my head is in a freaking mess. what to do? what to say? how am i supposed to feel? what am i supposed to do? leave? talk? i hate this.
junai tokkou taichou <3 yusa and hirata are sucha cute couple [:
batch event on friday._.
whaga, too many tabs le. one msehunt, one manga, one music, one blog. one trying to feed the stupid effing fish in happy aquarium._.
ja, nen.
and the only thing i still believe in is you
if you only knew
EDIT#
whoa, near the end the manga quality got damn bad, and i was like, squintsquintsquint.
omg. a grp on fb, it's called, dear lord, may taylor lautner never find his shirt ever again. amen.
OMG. I JOINED. TAYLOR LAUTNER<3333
aft that me and char went on a whole taylor lautner worshipping session XD taylor lautner ftw!
when i read the book, i was tlly for edward. i hated jacob for coming in between. but in the movie, i'm tlly for taylor lautner!!!! may edward never go shirtless again. ugly to hell. pale, hairy, and UGLY. EW. shoo. put all the spotlight on taylor lautner. the ticket sales wld soar to heaven and beyond.
ghost trappers is irritating. ugh.
hrrrrrm. i dont know. 6D outing next mon. shld i go? i think jiayang gg. i guess... if he go, thn i can go lorh. sian. but it's not easy.
and it's like we grew so far apart that even though i feel like i can go anywhr with the whole gang, inside, i feel so lonely.
ah, gtg. hope everyth's alright.
i dont wanna push you to talk to me. so i'm not, okay?
and when i signed in to msn, i was bombarded with 6D ppl talking crap
fangrui talking rubbish and outing stuff
char same
jiayang talking sick stuff
jia an afk
chow afk
gawd, it's nice to talk to them again. but when on outing.... i dont know if i can take it. sighes.
anti-soc den is here to stay. again. mann, cut me some slack.
and i dont know what to do if you go.
FUCK LA.
and stupid uncle. sometimes i feel like smacking his face. wtf. he makes my parents unhappy. indirectly, us unhappy. the 'rents are like arguing everyday.
whatever. i cant read my junai tokkou taichou properly, the orange light below.... blinkblinkblink ._. ahhaha.
i've missed them so much, those sick btards.
i was here all the time. you weren't.
wrrrrrragh. my head is in a freaking mess. what to do? what to say? how am i supposed to feel? what am i supposed to do? leave? talk? i hate this.
junai tokkou taichou <3 yusa and hirata are sucha cute couple [:
batch event on friday._.
whaga, too many tabs le. one msehunt, one manga, one music, one blog. one trying to feed the stupid effing fish in happy aquarium._.
ja, nen.
and the only thing i still believe in is you
if you only knew
EDIT#
whoa, near the end the manga quality got damn bad, and i was like, squintsquintsquint.
omg. a grp on fb, it's called, dear lord, may taylor lautner never find his shirt ever again. amen.
OMG. I JOINED. TAYLOR LAUTNER<3333
aft that me and char went on a whole taylor lautner worshipping session XD taylor lautner ftw!
when i read the book, i was tlly for edward. i hated jacob for coming in between. but in the movie, i'm tlly for taylor lautner!!!! may edward never go shirtless again. ugly to hell. pale, hairy, and UGLY. EW. shoo. put all the spotlight on taylor lautner. the ticket sales wld soar to heaven and beyond.
ghost trappers is irritating. ugh.
hrrrrrm. i dont know. 6D outing next mon. shld i go? i think jiayang gg. i guess... if he go, thn i can go lorh. sian. but it's not easy.
and it's like we grew so far apart that even though i feel like i can go anywhr with the whole gang, inside, i feel so lonely.
ah, gtg. hope everyth's alright.
i dont wanna push you to talk to me. so i'm not, okay?
this heart of mine was broken at 7:51 PM
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
WHAAAAAAAA~
i found out love attack and high school debut and the rest i found were only mangas! T.T another good anime gone... i dne whad to watch next... nodame cantabile? k, i'm gna watch the amv. T.T mebbe i shld go buy the mangas...
#edit~
nodame cantabile animation looks weird... )))): lovely com animation WEIRD. so i dont wan watch. but whad else to watch?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! going crazy here. i need more romance-comedy anime. pronto.
recommendation, anyone?!! i dont wanna read manga online T.T
oh! and update. after spending almost 100k for superbrie, i finally caught my christmas tree mouse ++++ scrooge++++worker!!! yay~ one for the superbrie! <3 but damn ex x.x
kayys, go liao. byes~
oh i keep forgetting. sigh. i had a dream! of 2K ppl, choir ppl, and 6D ppl at the same time. it was tllly diff, like i cld talk to ppl i norm cant. it was great. but, duh, it's a dream. and i wake up to find out, the only thing that was true was that __ __ __. sigh. forget it. i gave up alr. so why does my heart still leap and pound?
i found out love attack and high school debut and the rest i found were only mangas! T.T another good anime gone... i dne whad to watch next... nodame cantabile? k, i'm gna watch the amv. T.T mebbe i shld go buy the mangas...
#edit~
nodame cantabile animation looks weird... )))): lovely com animation WEIRD. so i dont wan watch. but whad else to watch?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! going crazy here. i need more romance-comedy anime. pronto.
recommendation, anyone?!! i dont wanna read manga online T.T
oh! and update. after spending almost 100k for superbrie, i finally caught my christmas tree mouse ++++ scrooge++++worker!!! yay~ one for the superbrie! <3 but damn ex x.x
kayys, go liao. byes~
oh i keep forgetting. sigh. i had a dream! of 2K ppl, choir ppl, and 6D ppl at the same time. it was tllly diff, like i cld talk to ppl i norm cant. it was great. but, duh, it's a dream. and i wake up to find out, the only thing that was true was that __ __ __. sigh. forget it. i gave up alr. so why does my heart still leap and pound?
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i jst finished sumomomo momomo (image above) it's kinda weird, esp the plot, but the ending DAMN cool and nice ^^ sumomomo momomo! loveeee. hahahaha. not bad not bad. damn funny too. but can sick at times. i think i'll watch love attack! next. or high school debut. hrrm. ahaha. watching OVAs now.
yay! anime ftw!
WHO WAN WATCH NEW MOON/TAYLOR LAUTNER SHIRTLESS WITH ME????????????
taylor lautner! ahhaha. hotttt. ahah. ppl say new moon is overrated but with taylor lautner, why not? XD
sumomomo momomo is damn funny. LOLOLOLOLOL. the first ova is full of rubbish. well, the whole series is full of rubbish XD but i think the dumbest ending has to be from karin. all seem to die and make my heart cry, thn coz well, they're vamps, they ok again -.-
LOL. momoko is damn cute. use her dragon to destroy satellite in space, destroy tanks, smash mountains, when she gets into a dead end, use her dragon to destroy the walls... when the van got stuck, use her dragon to push the van all the way up... fighting, use the dragon straight into the sky, and split the clouds O.O kudo!
as koushi says, 'her power is absurd, there's no way you can win with science or common sense.' LOLOLOL.
sucha nice and funny anime. leave it to the japs to come up with weird plots and unstoppable laughter. omg. the most laugh one is OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!!! dinglingling~ so damn funnnny. i rmb one ep honey-sempai the bunny got dirtied and tamaki-sempai was telling the rest tat waking him up is a big no-no, haruhi was like, nvm la, better to wake him up and tell him. budden tamaki was like, no!! his blood type is AB... haruhi asked why, and he said, 'kyouya-sempai's blood type is AB too' LOL and everyone freaked out HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH damn funny can!!!! ahhaha. thn honey-sempai woke up and asked, 'why is my bunny dirty?!' and i think hikaru said, 'erm, coz he wanted to drink tea, real bad' thn honey-sempai was all flowers and said,' oh! that's right!' and dirtied the bunny more by letting it drink tea OMFG FUNNNNNNY.
best anime awards~
fav- toradora!
best romance story- itazura na kiss, bokura ga ita
best heroine- taiga, no fight.
best guy- kei!!!!
most funny- ouran high school host club, special a
anime that made me cry the most- ginban kaleidoscope
and many more but im desperately trying to find love attack anime, so byebyes~
dont start a convo with me if you're not planning to reply, stop hurting me
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
WHAHAHAHAAH
sorry to say, imma flighty person and i abandoned zero no tsukaima. haha. i only watched it coz the main character is voiced by rie, the one who voiced taiga XD ok, dumb reason
now i'm watching sumomomo momomo, DAMN FUNNY OMFG. haha. super alot of dumb funny random stuff omg.
i feel like killing ppl. i only caught nutcracker, present, ornament, candy cane out of 12!!!!!! dumb!!!! i need to catch ALL 12. and i only caught 4/12. dammit!!!!!! dead._. but i caught a hydra:D so adorable. it's a super hard mouse, jst after master of dojo. wheeeeesh~ but now the only christmas-decorated mouse i havent caught is gargoyle and troll. gosh. troll is harder'n hydra ): dead liao.
mann. i'm so obsessed abt msehunt i shld be shot dead._.
arghhhhh. i tell you, i got so much moodswings nowadays. angry to sad to depressed to bitter to frustrated to despairation to jst plain suicidal urrrrrgh arrrrgh bleahhhhhhhhhhs
i'm gna own all the horns and steal all coz i got a secret weapon!!!! whee~ ahha. anyway, staying at the festive comet is increasing my % daaaaaaaaamn slowwwwwwwwly. again. aft i catch all! 12! im gna go to labratory and get pots all day, thn go mousoleum and catch cute mice. k, they're not cute, but, yeha.
whooshie~ sorry if i dont blog much nth much to say and no one reads anw-.- blasted ppl who read and dont tag >:( hrmph. hahaha. nvm. tho it rly feels like im toking t myself._. ahwelllll. hahaha. batch event next fri, 4h30min!!!!!!! tuition tml, DEAD SIAHH. on top of that, i havent even done my hol work. waaaay to go, den!
wheeesh~ i love sumomomo momomo even though it has a retarded name and plot XD
off i go~ itedekimas~! sumomomo momomo!!!!!!<3
byesh~
it's not like you care anw
sorry to say, imma flighty person and i abandoned zero no tsukaima. haha. i only watched it coz the main character is voiced by rie, the one who voiced taiga XD ok, dumb reason
now i'm watching sumomomo momomo, DAMN FUNNY OMFG. haha. super alot of dumb funny random stuff omg.
i feel like killing ppl. i only caught nutcracker, present, ornament, candy cane out of 12!!!!!! dumb!!!! i need to catch ALL 12. and i only caught 4/12. dammit!!!!!! dead._. but i caught a hydra:D so adorable. it's a super hard mouse, jst after master of dojo. wheeeeesh~ but now the only christmas-decorated mouse i havent caught is gargoyle and troll. gosh. troll is harder'n hydra ): dead liao.
mann. i'm so obsessed abt msehunt i shld be shot dead._.
arghhhhh. i tell you, i got so much moodswings nowadays. angry to sad to depressed to bitter to frustrated to despairation to jst plain suicidal urrrrrgh arrrrgh bleahhhhhhhhhhs
i'm gna own all the horns and steal all coz i got a secret weapon!!!! whee~ ahha. anyway, staying at the festive comet is increasing my % daaaaaaaaamn slowwwwwwwwly. again. aft i catch all! 12! im gna go to labratory and get pots all day, thn go mousoleum and catch cute mice. k, they're not cute, but, yeha.
whooshie~ sorry if i dont blog much nth much to say and no one reads anw-.- blasted ppl who read and dont tag >:( hrmph. hahaha. nvm. tho it rly feels like im toking t myself._. ahwelllll. hahaha. batch event next fri, 4h30min!!!!!!! tuition tml, DEAD SIAHH. on top of that, i havent even done my hol work. waaaay to go, den!
wheeesh~ i love sumomomo momomo even though it has a retarded name and plot XD
off i go~ itedekimas~! sumomomo momomo!!!!!!<3
byesh~
it's not like you care anw
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Saturday, December 5, 2009
OMG. special A is the best anime i've ever watched ^^ omg. damn nice can!!!!!!
and hikari is the single most oblivious girl i've ever seen. worse'n haruhi LOL
damn nice. i'm sooooo gna rewatch it when i can. omg! special a ftw!
ystd i was dating with pui on the phone until my gougou interrupted-.- damn lame siahh he. thn we conferenced with jiayang, that gayfag. my bro intercepted AGAIN. hahha. jiayang was like, he jst wasted my money. LOL. aft pui hanged up i cont to talk to that gayfag until 2+++ LOL my bioclock is screwed. honestly. ahaha. and jiayang's phone bills are gna shoot up like nuts. wheesh~
so many things you used to tell me, now you don't speak to me at all
after special A, i've no ideah whad im gna watch. lovely com? nodame cantabile?? damn. running out. or mebbe pandora hearts. hrrm. or tales of abyss. snore. indecisive.
omg! watching special A last ep. last ep!!!!! ARGGH. the frustration i have, i feel like killing somebody. my special A T.T
animes im gna rewatch are itazura na kiss, toradora!, special A. zettai. (((((:
love anime. i so wanna buy my gakuen alice mann. sian. online cheap but wld my parrents allow-.- but buy from kinokuniya is like 15bucks per book-.- zomg-.- the series still ongoing. if the lastest vol, 21, 21 X 15............ not counting. LOL. sianzzzz.
<3 now im gna watch the last (!) ep of special A T^T CRY OMG CRY
and damn sian. i wanna faster catch all the christmas mice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i only have 3 now. UGH. HURRRRRRRY.
sian. tuition, tuition, and more tuition. soiling everything.
omg. finished. special a <33333333 omg... loveeeeee.
i think this whole post has been dedicated to special a LOL
damn. internet got prob AGAIN. sianzzzzzz. i'll stop blogging here, nth much to say anyway and stupid ppl who read dont wanna tag so it's like im talking t myself zomg-.-
byes~
and hikari is the single most oblivious girl i've ever seen. worse'n haruhi LOL
damn nice. i'm sooooo gna rewatch it when i can. omg! special a ftw!
ystd i was dating with pui on the phone until my gougou interrupted-.- damn lame siahh he. thn we conferenced with jiayang, that gayfag. my bro intercepted AGAIN. hahha. jiayang was like, he jst wasted my money. LOL. aft pui hanged up i cont to talk to that gayfag until 2+++ LOL my bioclock is screwed. honestly. ahaha. and jiayang's phone bills are gna shoot up like nuts. wheesh~
so many things you used to tell me, now you don't speak to me at all
after special A, i've no ideah whad im gna watch. lovely com? nodame cantabile?? damn. running out. or mebbe pandora hearts. hrrm. or tales of abyss. snore. indecisive.
omg! watching special A last ep. last ep!!!!! ARGGH. the frustration i have, i feel like killing somebody. my special A T.T
animes im gna rewatch are itazura na kiss, toradora!, special A. zettai. (((((:
love anime. i so wanna buy my gakuen alice mann. sian. online cheap but wld my parrents allow-.- but buy from kinokuniya is like 15bucks per book-.- zomg-.- the series still ongoing. if the lastest vol, 21, 21 X 15............ not counting. LOL. sianzzzz.
<3 now im gna watch the last (!) ep of special A T^T CRY OMG CRY
and damn sian. i wanna faster catch all the christmas mice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i only have 3 now. UGH. HURRRRRRRY.
sian. tuition, tuition, and more tuition. soiling everything.
omg. finished. special a <33333333 omg... loveeeeee.
i think this whole post has been dedicated to special a LOL
damn. internet got prob AGAIN. sianzzzzzz. i'll stop blogging here, nth much to say anyway and stupid ppl who read dont wanna tag so it's like im talking t myself zomg-.-
byes~
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Friday, December 4, 2009
heyas~ sorry i havent been posting. been so busy.
3days of fun.
1st day- went lunch with zowayye thn we went to chalet. nice, but i think, 26bucks... not worth it. haha. thn me, zowayye and jean went to the beach to get lost and wander arnd and find the stables and camwhore XD
2nd day- we went shopping thn on to the chalet. it was bbq night, so we ate rubbery chicken (ok, that was only the first batch) and other stuff. quite nice. haha. thn jean and zowayye slept over at my hse. DAMN JOKE SIAHH. me and jean stayed until 3+++ talking and zoey jst slept like some pig honestly it was funny to hell ahahhaha
3rd day- we went www! so fun! ahhaha. but being a coward and embarrassed at my uber uber super screaming self, i only set the u slide once. sian. hahaha. i didnt get much of a sunburn though. hrrm. hahha. damn fun. wheeeeeee(:
next fri it'll be a batch event. i'm looking forward to it. since i'm the one who organised it-.- zomg-.- why did i find myself in tht position i wonder
blackmailing dwayney boy is fun:D watch out
gtg~!
3days of fun.
1st day- went lunch with zowayye thn we went to chalet. nice, but i think, 26bucks... not worth it. haha. thn me, zowayye and jean went to the beach to get lost and wander arnd and find the stables and camwhore XD
2nd day- we went shopping thn on to the chalet. it was bbq night, so we ate rubbery chicken (ok, that was only the first batch) and other stuff. quite nice. haha. thn jean and zowayye slept over at my hse. DAMN JOKE SIAHH. me and jean stayed until 3+++ talking and zoey jst slept like some pig honestly it was funny to hell ahahhaha
3rd day- we went www! so fun! ahhaha. but being a coward and embarrassed at my uber uber super screaming self, i only set the u slide once. sian. hahaha. i didnt get much of a sunburn though. hrrm. hahha. damn fun. wheeeeeee(:
next fri it'll be a batch event. i'm looking forward to it. since i'm the one who organised it-.- zomg-.- why did i find myself in tht position i wonder
blackmailing dwayney boy is fun:D watch out
gtg~!
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Friday, November 27, 2009
i was thinking i veh long nvr upload pics le so yeah! say hiiii~ sorry for any unglamities hey there's worse i post here so you ppl wont get shamed on fb XD say hi~
pui and charm! we were supposed to bake fortune cookies at my hse but in the end feddup the shape not good so we made it into a flat piece of thing it tastes nice jst not presentable XD
amazing how much a teeeeeeeny piece, 0.5g can cost XDD
me & nin~ lovie her XD
this is an example of being bullied poor thing at the batch bbq awwh in the end he didnt get swung into the pool, but the more vicious cases were not caught on film awwh sad it was mainly me pui charm getting mercilessly pushed again and again inside T.T the rest of the photos i wont post coz it was dark alr not veh visible
me on a tree branch ok it may look im hugging it happily but the truth is i was falling off like nuts. hahahah. and before nin got off i was SQUISHED. gosh. ahahha. it look long for me to get off that frigging fat high branch. it looked simple but we were STRANDED thr. aha.
ayg performance before- slacking while eating candy canes XD bentan... SUPER LOL.
me and nin (: exchange uniforms~ XD damn funny. her pinafore is damn long, but that may be that im short ._.
see, me, so tall i get exalted XD
pui and charm! we were supposed to bake fortune cookies at my hse but in the end feddup the shape not good so we made it into a flat piece of thing it tastes nice jst not presentable XD
amazing how much a teeeeeeeny piece, 0.5g can cost XDD
me & nin~ lovie her XD
this is an example of being bullied poor thing at the batch bbq awwh in the end he didnt get swung into the pool, but the more vicious cases were not caught on film awwh sad it was mainly me pui charm getting mercilessly pushed again and again inside T.T the rest of the photos i wont post coz it was dark alr not veh visible
me on a tree branch ok it may look im hugging it happily but the truth is i was falling off like nuts. hahahah. and before nin got off i was SQUISHED. gosh. ahahha. it look long for me to get off that frigging fat high branch. it looked simple but we were STRANDED thr. aha.
ayg performance before- slacking while eating candy canes XD bentan... SUPER LOL.
me and nin (: exchange uniforms~ XD damn funny. her pinafore is damn long, but that may be that im short ._.
see, me, so tall i get exalted XDanw i jst switched accounts so im lazy to post more hehz hey this took lotsa effort liao lehs XD
ohwell. bored.
i dont wanna start again jst to see it go in flames and destruction and sadness and all the bad things. so jst shaddup.
i keep losing in taiti ._. omg. i need noobie jia an to give me good luck so i can go on owing streak again XD
oh and omg my hair is screwedddddd in 100diff ways omg my fringe screwed hair screwed T.T i hope it'll grow out soon, but short is better :D not in looks but comfortability XD
sigh. i go watch my karin now. byes~ enjoy the pics if any of you wan me put on fb your pics sure jst tell me coz i lazy upload on fb, it's SO DAMN SLOW. yay. kayys. byes~
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
yosh~
lately ive been playing viwawa XD omg im so lame. ahha. but it's fun... found quite alot of sgians too it's cool yeah...
and owning at taiti is fun XD ystd i asked jia an to play thn the moment he came i kept owning wheee
it's kinda hard to type and play taiti though. etc, shit, i jst threw a wrong card. haha. nvm. i just won.
so i increased in two lvls LOL yay i shall keep faithful and go watch karin hehz
and since becoming a master, my % has increased...... SO DAMNED SLOWLY T.T
sighes. poor me. im so damnbored. and i dont feel like gg to class chalet. sorry, bt the antisocness has started to kick in. and... 3days. what the hell to do for 3days?! sighes. im not even in any clique in class? so i dont feel like gg. in fact, the only thing iv been able to run with the class is in 6D. snore. hope next yr's better. but thr's someone i dread the most being in same class in. it's gna be so damn hard. i alr can barely stand her alr. what to do, if same class for 2MORE YRS!?
sigh. life does NOT get any easier.
well i go watch karin thn im off. byes!
lately ive been playing viwawa XD omg im so lame. ahha. but it's fun... found quite alot of sgians too it's cool yeah...
and owning at taiti is fun XD ystd i asked jia an to play thn the moment he came i kept owning wheee
it's kinda hard to type and play taiti though. etc, shit, i jst threw a wrong card. haha. nvm. i just won.
so i increased in two lvls LOL yay i shall keep faithful and go watch karin hehz
and since becoming a master, my % has increased...... SO DAMNED SLOWLY T.T
sighes. poor me. im so damnbored. and i dont feel like gg to class chalet. sorry, bt the antisocness has started to kick in. and... 3days. what the hell to do for 3days?! sighes. im not even in any clique in class? so i dont feel like gg. in fact, the only thing iv been able to run with the class is in 6D. snore. hope next yr's better. but thr's someone i dread the most being in same class in. it's gna be so damn hard. i alr can barely stand her alr. what to do, if same class for 2MORE YRS!?
sigh. life does NOT get any easier.
well i go watch karin thn im off. byes!
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
OMFG
i jst finished ouran high school, it's soooo nice. but i know thr's more to the story, need read manga. but i hate reading manga online!
anyone who can buy me one full set of manga books ill love you forever ^^ LOL
taking a break before going on to karin. hrrm.
still love toradora(: but its kinda laggy. and ouran high school host club is the MOST crackpot funny anime ive watched, but no romance, other than alot of guys chasing after haruhi LOL. still damn nice. i hope karin is nice((:
honestly, im such a sucker for romance stories hehz
mann, though vamprish stories are freaky. it seems cute, though it's hard to find karin eps. my usual haunts dont have. sighes.
OH. youtube has. LOL. but sian. hate doing the whole one ep split into 3parts. sighes.
bleahhs. tuition 3h tml. choir on wed. SO TIRED. UGH.
gtg byes ppl leave a tag plzzzzzzzzo
i jst finished ouran high school, it's soooo nice. but i know thr's more to the story, need read manga. but i hate reading manga online!
anyone who can buy me one full set of manga books ill love you forever ^^ LOL
taking a break before going on to karin. hrrm.
still love toradora(: but its kinda laggy. and ouran high school host club is the MOST crackpot funny anime ive watched, but no romance, other than alot of guys chasing after haruhi LOL. still damn nice. i hope karin is nice((:
honestly, im such a sucker for romance stories hehz
mann, though vamprish stories are freaky. it seems cute, though it's hard to find karin eps. my usual haunts dont have. sighes.
OH. youtube has. LOL. but sian. hate doing the whole one ep split into 3parts. sighes.
bleahhs. tuition 3h tml. choir on wed. SO TIRED. UGH.
gtg byes ppl leave a tag plzzzzzzzzo
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
i guess i watched too much anime, the comp is lagging like siao, need more time to load. sighes. so. hi, blog! oh, and,
to zowayye: hahah hello zowayyyyye! dne, kinda hard to find a day whr everyone is free):
snore. and im giving up. coz i love you too much, so i wont force you to, since it bores/makes you unhappy/whatever. so im giving up. im tired of being the oneto initiate a convo, jst to have you dao after a msg or two. im bloody tired. it's not that im angry at you, i cant be. it's that if you dislike talking to me so much, then okay, fine, i'll leave you alone. i understand that thr's a gaping gap between us and i know. so im giving up.
tday im full of emo crap. so save you guys the trouble, it'll be small font and irritating hard-to-read colour. warning: dont read. really. im not going out thr to say hey im emo someone comfort me plz i need to be pitied. im not. im rly ok.
and i wont explain coz it's inexplicable and nonsensical to other ppl. and it takes too much to explain, by the time i reach halfway, ppl'll jst come to a conclusion themselves that is not my conclusion at all. so, that, i give up too. i rly give up. ppl ask me to explain, but when i do, they jst lose interest. so. i give up.
it seems like im giving up on alot of things, i jst dont have enough feelings to care for things. the only feeling i can summon is that of hate and irritation. it started during syf period, i lost my love for choir. then that, day, when i saw your status, and smth in me jst snapped. if you cant even care for life, even if i were in it, then why shld i? doesnt make sense. so i jst stop caring coz it's easier that way. see, if i hate and all, then it's less tiring. i mean, i jst radiate negative feelings. ppl keep away. and that's fine with me. while im in this state of mind
makes me wonder if ill ever snap out of it
i rly feel like making this blog private. but
one, im lazy to invite ppl
two, i know how irritating to visit someone's blog, only to find that they made it private without inviting you and it's bothersome and paiseh to ask them to invite them.
three, if i send invites, it'll be like, hi, you're chosen to look at my blog and whatev emo thing i type you're to comfort me and all coz i chose you.
so, i think, no.
bleahhhs. ill gtg now then. too much rubbish. and i rly rly need change my skin. but i cant find any skin that does not have a screwed code
oh! and i went to some hokkaido trip briefing by th tour grp organisers tday. mother dragged me. cant wait to see the steki snow and finally go japan. ive always been wanting to go thr (:
until then, sayonara~
to zowayye: hahah hello zowayyyyye! dne, kinda hard to find a day whr everyone is free):
snore. and im giving up. coz i love you too much, so i wont force you to, since it bores/makes you unhappy/whatever. so im giving up. im tired of being the oneto initiate a convo, jst to have you dao after a msg or two. im bloody tired. it's not that im angry at you, i cant be. it's that if you dislike talking to me so much, then okay, fine, i'll leave you alone. i understand that thr's a gaping gap between us and i know. so im giving up.
tday im full of emo crap. so save you guys the trouble, it'll be small font and irritating hard-to-read colour. warning: dont read. really. im not going out thr to say hey im emo someone comfort me plz i need to be pitied. im not. im rly ok.
and i wont explain coz it's inexplicable and nonsensical to other ppl. and it takes too much to explain, by the time i reach halfway, ppl'll jst come to a conclusion themselves that is not my conclusion at all. so, that, i give up too. i rly give up. ppl ask me to explain, but when i do, they jst lose interest. so. i give up.
it seems like im giving up on alot of things, i jst dont have enough feelings to care for things. the only feeling i can summon is that of hate and irritation. it started during syf period, i lost my love for choir. then that, day, when i saw your status, and smth in me jst snapped. if you cant even care for life, even if i were in it, then why shld i? doesnt make sense. so i jst stop caring coz it's easier that way. see, if i hate and all, then it's less tiring. i mean, i jst radiate negative feelings. ppl keep away. and that's fine with me. while im in this state of mind
makes me wonder if ill ever snap out of it
i rly feel like making this blog private. but
one, im lazy to invite ppl
two, i know how irritating to visit someone's blog, only to find that they made it private without inviting you and it's bothersome and paiseh to ask them to invite them.
three, if i send invites, it'll be like, hi, you're chosen to look at my blog and whatev emo thing i type you're to comfort me and all coz i chose you.
so, i think, no.
bleahhhs. ill gtg now then. too much rubbish. and i rly rly need change my skin. but i cant find any skin that does not have a screwed code
oh! and i went to some hokkaido trip briefing by th tour grp organisers tday. mother dragged me. cant wait to see the steki snow and finally go japan. ive always been wanting to go thr (:
until then, sayonara~
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